I’ve never been able to find a word to describe how I felt during those three days. “Exalted” always comes to mind but it’s misleading because there was nothing special about me. I hadn’t changed. I was simply aware of something that has always been true: everything is God and the universe is benevolent. To be aware of these facts felt a little like being on fire. Maybe that’s what I should say: God set me on fire. It’s an exaggeration but it conveys the feeling.